1. |
Waste Time
02:36
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“Waste Time”
I wake up
I forgot the date
I Look at the clock
and it’s 10 to 8
‘posed to be in by 7:30
get out the house but i’m in no hurry
I park it, spark it up
Once or twice
I think that should be enough
To forget that i am even here
And when the clock strikes two I disappear
And i fear
That in a couple years
I’ll be stayin making coffees not pursuing careers
And that makes me hesitant to even look at the mirror
But i know if i keep going, hoping, sheddin my tears
That i’ll wake up and one morning i will be in the clear, the clear, the clear
So cheers
Working, I’m waiting
Around here all day
To get by, and waste time
Off minimum wage
The lengths of, my freedom
Confined to lunch breaks
I’ll be fine, I got high
in my ride on the way
getting drunk again
don’t know why I went to college
thats 100 bands
coulda spent it on dro
kickin with the friends
‘Stead I got a degree
still don’t understand
how to
break through
while i'm young and can
i don’t
make moves
‘less it’s in my plans
feel like
footloose
when i break a dance
got to
cut loose
roll one in my hands
Yeah
now im lowkey getting hella used to this
im up next but i don’t think that my ma’s convinced
my best tends to come out when the pressure hits
but on god you know my mama never raised a bitch
Hm
left it how it is
i be fishing in my thoughts
catch a halibut
i don’t linger on the shit
boy its sink or swim
i won't fold on the mission when the chance is slim
nah
Working, I’m waiting
Around here all day
To get by, and waste time
Off minimum wage
The lengths of, my freedom
Confined to lunch breaks
I’ll be fine, I got high
in my ride on the way
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2. |
Taste My Tongue
02:05
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“Taste My Tongue"
love from me is evergreen
but hate is all i ever breed
drowning in my agony
the air i breathe
tastes like self pity,
i’m over it,
it’s over me
thought i made new ends,
but it all feels the same.
got too much on my plate
for a dish to contain
making too much money for a bitch to complain
i was tabbed out, Gooby helped me straighten my brain
did i take too much?
did i take enough?
i can’t taste my tongue
i can’t feel your love
Buried deep
Ringing bright as a bell
Is a feeling I forgot that I know too well
Is a feeling worth its weight if I know it don’t sell?
Is the past really dead if it’s where I dwell?
I can’t tell
I can’t tell you
I can’t tell
I can’t tell you
are spinning
Beginning to buy my own shit
Never felt like myself
But I’ll wear the shoe that fits
did i take too much?
did i take enough?
i can’t taste my tongue
i can’t feel your love
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3. |
bæns
02:57
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“bæns"
Sent a letter to the moon
I don’t think I’ll hear back any time soon
I waste away on a lazy afternoon
How’d it get so dark?
It’s only June
you just wanna run away
from this i know
but every avenue
has been a dead end road
we on to something new
but there’s pain in growth
can’t let it get to you
a house of cards aint home
i can’t stay here
no, i can’t stay
i can’t stay here
no, i can’t stay
Stay awake
Contemplate
Can’s and cant’s
A great escape
A fiction formed
Forgotten days
To god I pray
I know I can’t stay
lovely place you’ve set for me
a blanket for my misery
i can’t stay
Stay awake
All night and day
There’s road to run
And things to say
Life is more
Than just this May
To god I pray
I know I can’t stay
lovely place you set for me
blanket for my misery
could fall asleep for half a week
can’t let myself get in too deep
thought i was a nonbeliever
til i took some shrooms and found god in my home
tossed my feelings in the ether
does anyone know where lost baggage goes?
thought the drugs would help delete her
but now im lonely, trippin out my bones
carried your burdens til my feet hurt
swear that most days i still feel your ghost
I sent a letter to a tomb
I don’t think I’ll see it any time soon
Cast away out a cracked cocoon
Shots that miss the heart, new start in June
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4. |
Zane Milk
02:41
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“Zane Milk"
It's been a rough week
Listened to Dear and the Headlights
(I'm not cryin'!)
I know that cryin' ain't weak,
But that shit don't feel right
(sometimes)
I've been crossing my list
Tryna make amends
For all the sins that i've sinned
And all the life i've missed
Trying to be anyone other than myself felt worthless
(every time)
The gravel under your tires
It's louder than it's ever been
I'm not one to make scenes
But will I ever see you again?
Take 5, it's alright for the moment
I'll be fine, I'm resigned to erosion
Hollowed out, the wind howls and I'm floating
The fuse is my mind about time I imploded
I'm stoic I'm hoping
That everything falls into place
But I walk 'fore I crawl and I end up falling on my face
And lately though it seems like all my mistakes are still yet to make
I find my self hesitating on the art i create
We'll never make your speakers if we don't put the work in
(everytime)
The bags under my eyes are darker than they've ever been
Don't wanna sit in the grief, but i find myself crying again
Take 5, it's alright for the moment
I'll be fine, I'm resigned to erosion
Hollowed out, the wind howls and I'm floating
The fuse is my mind about time I imploded
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5. |
Ducky Duster
03:10
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“Ducky Duster”
separation is freezing
hindsights different than seeing
wanting’s different than needing
learn the wisdom of bleeding
Does it feel like all this time was just a waste now?
Cause lately all my joy leaves with some haste now. (Mmmmm)
no need to yell and call me out
i know you feel that i let you down
i just wish i had you to myself
but i think i know me better now
still stuck missing how your voice sounds
so when you carry on and move right along, yeah
do you feel so strong? pointing out my wrongs, yeah
vindicated how i treated you then, never meant to hurt you back when,
i was absent minded, swore i lacked the intent
separation is freezing
hindsights different than seeing
wanting’s different than needing
learn the wisdom of bleeding
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